Relationships

This Is Why I Live Alone

In the previous story. I wrote about living together with someone. In this story I share some thoughts about living alone. What’s best?

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I live alone, and sometimes I think that’s okay.

But other times I ask myself if I’d not rather be in a relationship.

— Is it because I am not in a relationship now?

— Maybe I would think differently about it if I were in a relationship?

Of course, it has to do with what I have experienced earlier.

I know very well that in my younger days when I was not in a relationship, I longed for a girl, a woman who could be near me, and who I could hold in my arms.

I am not in a relationship right now. Sometimes I think that it would be all right to be in a relationship. I mean — if it was a good relationship. But then I think: What is a good relationship? — Is it a good relationship if I am comfortable with being there?

What if I am not good enough?